Greetings
my F.friends and visitors.
i'm catrina, creator of "House Of Dark Desires" and
loving life slave of ^^^Lestat^^^
First off, as
you can tell by the image above, either i just like the image
or maybe maybe im just some sort of nut case that lives in a
fantasy world. One of the two is right, i like the image, but,
vampire is my soul. It took me a long time to come to terms with
this. i am not some blood sucking leech that feeds off small
children and animals, thats just silly and only in the movies.
my own definition and realization of what a vampire is, is someone
that feeds not off of blood but from a persons mind and soul.
Taking their energies, feeding from it and using it to do good
and to help others.
Now, with that
said its not to mean that i do not like and have not role played
this fantasy *grins* Which i find nothing wrong with as long
as one knows the difference between realities and fantasy and
saftey is the first concern. It is a very passionate and strong
life. It is something you either are or your not. It's something
that you feel deep down inside yourself.
We mate for
life. Some of U.us are in the D/s lifestyle and some or not.
i, personally, live the D/s lifestyle. i am a complete and very
natural slave. From the moment Master found me, i naturally submitted
and gave everything over to Him. As i stated, we mate for life,
but, Master will and has taken other slaves for His pleasure
and desire. i am His life slave, meaning basically, i will be
with Him for eternity and i am what some may call "the first
slave". i am still a fledging in this life. i am constantly
in need of feeding and knowledge, courious to a fault. i strive
to know and expand myself to be the best person/slave i can for
myself and my Master.
This coming
spring of 2003, two years ago, Master Lestat, collared and claimed
me and accepted my gift of slavery and submission. We knew each
other a few years before hand from another chat room we went
to but that was before at least my time of D/s. We are just still
an online couple, but our feelings and hearts hold deep love
for each other.To see us together, one may think that we know
how to cyber pretty damn good and dont have any sort of a life.
That we are just a couple of players. That is the farthest from
the truth. You can not fake a passion or a bond as strong as
we have. We bring it out in one another natually.
When Master
collared me, He gave me the name catrina. He said it was because
He liked the way it sound when He said it and rolled the *r*
in His speech
*giggles*
But it fits me. catrina is a very submissive and strong name.
A very erotic and mysterious name. A playful and romantic name.
i love my Master,
with my entire being. There is nothing that i would not do for
Him, nothing i would deny Him. The heart can not choose who it
falls in love with. Though i would love nothing more then to
physically be with Him, it just isnt possible. So we live and
do the best we can.
Well, i see
i am at the beginning of writing a novel here, i could go on
forever about things. But will have to save that for another
day.
Peace and be
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Artist of Image used is unknown to me. If known please kindly
email me so i may give credit. It is not my intention to infringe
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